Time Stay On My Side A Little While
It’s like I’ve been in a dream, in a fog. It’s been intense. It’s not lifting hardly at all. When you love some one and you lose them, it’s just something you can’t get over. I know a lot of people think, well it’s your mom, you knew she wasn’t going to live forever, but I thought she was! It’s like I’m going crazy. I think, well I’ll go on a trip and I’ll get a sign, I’ll find her. I just want to know she is O.k. I have always had faith but I have to admit, I’m shaken. I look to the sea, I look to the sky, to the mountains, I can’t find her. I’m heart broken!
I suppose the fog must be lifting a little. Lately I’ve been looking around and realizing just how quickly time is passing. I want it to just slow down, stay on my side for a little while. My girl, she’s growing like a weed…
Pres is just on the brink of a whole lot of things. Nearly pre-teen, what happened? He’s discovering lot’s about life right now.
Soon little crabs and star fish won’t be in his beach priorities.
And when the heck did the dog learn to drive the RV?
Campground squirrels are now using shovels, Where have I been?
I always end up full circle.
If you want to get in the water sometimes you might have to climb through this…
If you want to learn how to surf you might look like this…
I can’t miss these moments, I know she wouldn’t want me to…
Hope your summer is rolling in long waves, and you are surrounded by the people who bring you the sunshine!
Tags: Childhood Apraxia of Speech, Doheny State Beach, Surfing
July 14th, 2010 at 9:15 pm
great pictures! I completely understand where you are coming from. My older boys are flying to see their dad by….their….selves. I literally begin shaking when I think about putting them on a plane without me. How can they be old enough for that?
I am glad you are relishing every moment!
July 15th, 2010 at 5:02 pm
Thanks Monica, You know I loved the post you did, the old Monica would do it, when your boys wanted you to take them to the concert, So funny!
Love, Jen